|| Shree Hari ||
Renunciation of Egoism
अहंताका त्याग
Just as we are obviously a fraction (ansh) of the Supreme Being (Paramatma) ‒‘ममैवांशः’,‘ईस्वर अंस जीव अबिनासी’, “Mamaivaansho” “Ishvar Ansh Jeev Avinaashi”, in the same way the gross, subtle and causal body are all a fraction (ansh, part) of Nature. To make yourself situated in Nature, and to situate Nature within you - this is the main (mool) point. Why do we regard the body’s rest and relaxation as pleasurable ? We have made ourselves situated in the body. By making the “self” situated in the body, “egoism” is born and by making the body and the world situated within the “self,” we develop “mamta” (a sense of mine). This is the main point that has to be understood.
By making the “self” situated in the body, the assumption that “I am the body”, in this manner the oneness (inseparability) with the body takes place, which is only assumed. Because you are “sentient” (conscious element), whereas the body is “insentient” (inert, jada). How can the conscious element, have any oneness with the body ? The body is separate and you are separate. The body can be known, and you are the knower of the body. However, by making yourself situated in the body, the body became predominant, and the self became ancillary. Due to our “self’ becoming subordinate, the bodily sense of I-ness becomes main, the inertness becomes main. Therefore on having
material things, we consider it to be our progress. Whosoever has money, we regard them as superior and great men. We regard the “jaati” of the body as superior. The more worldly things that we possess, such as house, property / land, money etc. that much we regard ourselves to be great. The reason being that in essence we have situated ourselves in the body. We have assumed the body to be greater than our self. We have believed ourselves to be dependent on the body. We have accepted ourselves to be subservient to the body, then with this our egoism will increase. He becomes very pleased on receiving respect, honor, good treatment, and worship of the body; because he has assumed that he is situated in the body. The respect of the body, is assumed to be his own respect, The pleasures of the body are assumed to be his (self)
own pleasures. To assume the greatness of the body, as one’s own (self’s) greatness is a very big mistake. The reason being, that the body is temporary, destructible, inert, therefore how can our greatness be due to the body ?
By keeping things within us, we develop attachment. This body, this money, this property, etc are mine; because we have kept these in ourselves. The money is lying somewhere, but you have kept it in your self, that this is my money, my wealth. Intellect, knowledge, etc. are established within one’s self, that I remember so much, I have knowledge of that many scriptures, and holy text. I have such a large
family, and so he develops a sense of mine-ness with the family.
In this manner, by situating the “self” in the inertness, sense of I-ness (ahamta, egoism) and by establishing the inertness within one’s self, one develops a sense of mine-ness (mamta). The blending - mingling of the two is called as ‘अन्योन्याध्यास’ “anyonyaadhyaas.” The body appears to be real - this is “arthadhyaas”
“अर्थाध्यास” and I am the body - this is “gyaandhyaas” “ज्ञानाध्यास.” Just as when you see a snake in a rope, then there is “arthadhyaas” (to gain knowledge of one object upon seeing another object, just like seeing a rope, one thinks that it is a snake) in the rope. And when one realizes that ‘this is a snake’ it is “gyaanadhyaas” (the egoism that persists due to knowledge of one object by another and due to which a sense of I-ness persists.) There are several other types of knowledge of one object over another. I tell you a straight-forward thing, that we have placed ourselves in the body and we have placed the body in our self ‒ this is “anyonyaadhyaas” “अन्योन्याध्यास.” By situating the self in the body, a sense of I-ness (egosim, ahamta) and by placing the body within the
self, a sense of mine-ness (attachment, mamta) is born. (to be continued)
From book in Hindi ‘ Satsang ka Prasaad’ by Swami Ramsukhdasji